There are some things Luhung is very good in it. Joking, sleeping, writing, and avoiding feelings. If anything Luhung is worst in, it's definitely expresses feelings.
Luhung does love her family, her friends, maybe even her crush. She absolutely does. It's just, she's really bad at expressing. It's always ended up with another jokes blurted out from her lip.
She doesn't know why. Surely, she want to tell them -even if couldn't as often as others- at least she wish she could've did it for once. But it never happened.
It's really frustrating, though. No matter how long she has prepared what would she tell, or how hard she has been practise by herself, everything just turn into a slow motion when the time is coming. Suddenly her feet stick around right there and then, her body froze, her brain goes blank in a second, her tongue folded, her throat drying as hell, and then her voice just muted off automatically.
So, if the situation was already like that. There's nothing she can do with those annoying jokes which suddenly blurted out without any warning. Stupid mouth! Stupid brain! Stupid Luhung! Blame herself for being so dumb dealing with this kind of small things.
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